Seasoned with Life

What more can go wrong?!? Ack!

Remember yesterday when I said I was NOT going to ask “What more can go wrong?” because if I did, then something MORE would go wrong???

Well, Ron came home from work tonight sweating and unable to catch his breath and he was pale and looked awful. After spending 3 hours in the local hospital’s ER, he was transported over to Springfield and is now there. He told me to go home and try to get some sleep. Yeah, right….sleep?

They think it’s another pulmonary embolism….blood clot in the lungs. He had one in May 2008 and was taking Coumadin, but stopped it in December because he was tired of taking it and tired of having to go to the doctor for blood tests.

Daniel is at my mom’s for the night, he was totally in tears tonight, very very upset about his daddy having to go to the hospital…my mom is being a witch and told me to come by in the morning to pick up ds to take him to school because she doesn’t want to…I don’t need HER on my case right now, I have ENOUGH to deal with!!!

I’ve been in communication with our family doc (who is also a friend of our family) and she’s upset that dh stopped his medicine. She said he could have DIED from this and that right now, we need to get through the crisis but that after he’s better, she and I are going to give him HELL for stopping his medicine.

I’ve been crying off and on all night. I was able to get in touch with our Priest and he’s going to see dh tomorrow and take him Communion, so that’s good.

I have to go to work tomorrow, will ask my director if I can work until 3 pm and then pick up ds from school and go to Springfield to see dh.

Everything is falling apart!

I don’t know if I can do this!

~ Patty